Yattering - Damaged lyrics

.....I wish I had the choice

now you curse me-this is your will

Some eerie force makes me act

I wish I had the choice...

It is a voice I have to follow

A silent call comes from within

Sudden decisions,violent impulses

Abject emotions ,insane drives

I wish I had the choice

Now you beat me - that is you will

I`d love to stroke

Your baby-face

I`d love to hold you

In my arms

But there`s little love

In my grip

My tender touch

Becomes your pain

I wish I had the choice...........