Waterboys - Further UpFurther In lyrics

I can't laugh

I can't cry

I can't see inside of me

Don't know the reason why

I ain't straight

And I ain't high

I'm the ugly in between

Can't live and I can't die

I wanna scream

And I can't win

My life's a living soundtrack

For a human horror film

I can't feel

And I can't love

My mama never showed me how

I never was enough

I can't laugh

And I can't smile

I'll sacrifice my aged elders

To show me how to die

I can't love

And I can't feel

And my mother never loved me

Deep down she hated me

I can't fuck

I can't feel

I'm one bizzare motherfucker

What the fuck's inside of me

I'll kill the beast

So to free my soul

And smash the mirrors

That won't let me go

Oh if there's a smile that ya see

It's only the clockwork orange that's in me

I curse the darkness impassioned plea

And tear the heart out and watch me bleed

I'll sacrifice my blood for free

To satisfy the vengence that's in me

And bury the mirror that's inside me