Waking Ashland - SHADES OF GREY lyrics

I and I am to blame,

I sit here in shame.

I threw you away again.

And I, I send you my best.

I try to lay this to rest,

When you were my everything.

Shades of Grey,

And please fade away.

And oh what have I said in vain?

Hey, and I'll look away,

Pretend I'm okay.

I'm back on the road again.

And please, could it be true,

That I still love you,

And my loves unworthy.

Shades of Grey,

And please fade away.

And oh what if I said in vain?

Are you listening to my words?

And I saw your smile pass me by,

And landed far from me.

And what does that mean?

Shades of Grey,

And please fade away.

Oh what have I said in vain?

I and I ran away,

For I was afraid.

Afraid you'd be everything.