Vast - Here lyrics

where do i put the shame? it feels like a broken toy i can't play with anymore where do i put the hate? to a pixilated screen i can't watch anymore all i know is that i'm here drifting somewhere in the vast somewhere in eternity and i never want to leave where do i put the books there's so many i could read but they all are filled with lies where do i put the lies there's so many i could say but it seems they're in the books i have faith that you' re out there living high up in the vast somewhere in eternity and you're never going to leave have i been telling lies to myself? hold me now you know i am so afraid to be at all have i been telling lies to myself? hold me now you know i am so afraid to love at all where do i put the love? where do i put the love?