The Expendables - Drift Away lyrics

How can I comprehend the consequences of my decision It's so frustrating How can my life reflect upon my envision My concentrations failing People say it's time to stop pretending The answers will come my way Time can only heel wounds that need mending That's just the price that we payWatch swim away From this place that I don't know anymore Watch me drift away From this place that was my shore How many time have I told myself to stay away Countless numbers How many times should I have left when she told me to stay I can't even remember If I could easily escape this situation If I only could If I could easily control my hesitation If I only would