The Crown - The Poison lyrics

Can't you see that death does want me?! I can't explain, you won't understand The dream is gone, the falling deep Under the spell, spoken in tongues In the colors... of Hell. In the ringing that chimes inside me So drag me down, deeper still Far beyond the black horizon, beyond the things you know! Poison, the poison, the poison Poison, the poison, the poison demon! I am lost again, everything's gone And more alone than I ever have been Out of my mind and down on my knees I'm losing more than I'll ever get And even if you want to, you can't ever help me Nor can I ever hope to reach you But I love to fall... Need the rush So don't pray for my soul 'cause I'm already damned! Poison, the poison, the poison Poison, the poison, the poison devil! I am down again, everything lost And more gone than I ever have been I'm not here to stay, not made to last Total destruction is the way for me! And when I kill, I kill! When I kill, I really kill! Yeah, when I kill, I kill! So I take the poison even though I know that it kills! Treachery... I will betray you all With a poisoned kiss, filled with deceit Smiling turning my back And leaving you all behind In chaos, and drunk in desperation Trying to escape this meaningless life A child of death, playing with fire So sing for my soul 'cause I cannot be saved! Poison, the poison, the poison Poison, the poison, the poison god!