The Cardinal Sin - Eye-opener lyrics

It's out of my hands Why did I let you slip right out of them? When I realized what I had You already moved on I'm losing it, don't sleep for shit My appetite is gone Will this be my last mistake or will the list grow long? You helped open my eyes What am I doing, I'm 28 years old? Is this when I want to start living life on the road? There's many things I hope to see A wife, child a real family What kind of husband or father would I be? Always gone And how long must I put myself through this? Just how many Heather songs need to exist? I don't want to make you pissed And I don't want to slit my wrists I'll quit with the calls and crying alone I'll just drink myself to death