The Benjamin Gate - This Is Not lyrics

I tried to make myself

Fit inside your world

My time's been spent on being the right girl

How far away I am from where I need to be

I'm so tired of this useless fantasy

oh oh

This is not what I need to be

oh oh

This is not what you mean to me

I'm not losing hope

I'm not laying blame

I know we both want love

We both feel the same

I'm moving forward to where I need to be

My life is spinning in this mystery

I tried to be so perfect