Terminus - State Of Nonbeing lyrics

I cannot feel now

Emotions disappear

State of nonbeing

Consumes the remnants here

Desensitized to myself

Cannot sense the center

Covered in a white shroud

Buried unmarked grave site

Shell of former self here

Drained of all my feelings

Winter gale whips me

Mirrors desolation

Visions are within me

Denigrated cast out

No one else allowed close

I endure the chaos alone

Cutting deep I try to feel

A semblance of a life that’s not

Never want existence here

Will not leave a fucking trace

Destroy my memories

As you wipe me from the conscious mind

Seeking ending to this life

That I choose to leave behind

Leave the barren world to you

I will cross that long barred gate

Reach the state of nonbeing

Swept away by winds of time

Into the abyss I go

Never to be seen again

Leave it all behind, no fear

Oblivion that comes at last