T. I. - Still Ain't Forgave Myself lyrics

I woke up thinking how I've never had a good time

I seem to lack the kind of life that everybody has

I gotta have it, I gotta have it

The perfect feeling that everybody has

A little confused

To why I continue

To let the maggots enter me and live

I better sterilize my heart today

I better sanitize my mind again

And when I crawl

I bleed like an angel

Suicide

I'll never die because I haven't lived cause it's

Something I could never find

Something I could never find

I'm ripped up by all that I've found

Something aims at me from up in the sky

I'm still confused

To why I continue

With every day I change a little more

I have to fabricate myself today

I have to recreate myself again

Maybe my fault that I never really opened up

Take away every last piece of life cause it's

Something I could never find

Something I could never find

Something I could never find

Something I could never find

Could never find

Could never find