Staind - It's Been Awhile (Edited) lyrics

It's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile since I first saw you

And it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again

And it's been awhile since I could call you

But everything I can't remember

As f***ed up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been awhile

Since I could say that I wasn't addicted

And it's been awhile since I could say I love myself as well

And it's been awhile since I've gone and f***ed things up just like I always do

And it's been awhile but all that s*** seems it disappear when I'm with you

But everything I can't remember

As f***ed up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and f***ed things up again

Why must I feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day

It's been awhile

Since I could look at myself straight

And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry

And it's been awhile since I've seen the way the candle lights your face

And it's been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste

But everything I can't remember

As f***ed up as it all may seem to be

I know it's me

I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me

It's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile since I said

I'm sorry