Sick Shift - Pretend lyrics

There are times when I find myself lying awake

With no reason except to miss you

I want to hold you in my arms now just like a child

But it hurts too much to care

All that I want is for you to kiss me and say

Everything is fine

But now I hang my head cuz you're not mine

Why do I pretend that I'm over you?

Why do I pretend we're just friends?

Why do I pretend that I don't care no more?

Cuz deep inside these feelings for you will never end

There are times when you find yourself lying awake

With no reason except to hate me

Looking back now it seems like it was

Too good to be true

How could it be such a good thing has passed?

Well, the only one I blame is me

But back then I was much too dumb to see

I was young an foolish, an insecure wreck

Didn't know what I wanted, I was incorrect

Concealing my feelings and I don't know why

But I don't want to let you go

I never want to hear you say goodbye

You don't know how I feel

And I can't pretend it's not real