Scapegoat - Downward lyrics

Downward spiral I thought the worst had passed me by but I can't go on in this cycle I know too well So fly......away..... and I'll kill you before I kill myself to be...... free Long discussions I tell you how I feel but still you sit there waiting eyes are cold, and your heart is black but still he walks slowly the same rhythm of feet on floor just to kill me softly but I'll kill you before I kill myself So fly......away....... and I'll take you before I take myself and be...... free One more romance one more hate unto my heart until I stick this through him and I'm covered in his blood and I hope they both die a painful death which I deserve cuz I'm always wrong so myself,... so ya know I'll be free Hate is such a strong word yet it seems to perfectly describe my feelings towards you