Samiam - Clean lyrics

i'd like to hide away somewhere without light somewhere dark and warm no given chance to lose without a care in my head i could sleep right through i gave it all away today those empty stares won't be from me there's not much to look forward to just as long as i can't remember took a shower today couldn't feel the water hit my face pinched the skin on my arm and i couldn't feel pain i guess my wish came true so now may i not lose