Ronnie Day - Dying To Live lyrics

I've got a sickness, something bad slowly eating me, and I don't think that I can fix this. I'm lonely and I'm only human. Well, that's my problem. Maybe someday we can lift each other higher than these earthly wings would let us go, we'll melt away, we'll melt away and die. Away and die. I'm scared of what's to come and what's to come undone in the end. All that my life's become is time for me to run and pretend that my mind will live again. Hurry Self, think quickly... I feel blood in my lungs and I'm dying to live. This pain was made by recipe, it's not out on my skin. It's in my mind in knowing I won't live again