Riverside - Before lyrics

I've become resistant to myself

To my weaknesses and pain

I've become the one who wants to live

and just feel alive again

I've changed myself

I've become addicted to being strong

Started out my second life

And the remnants of your tears and smiles

Shift deleted from my mind

Without knowing how it hurts…

I feel safe

Without knowing how it hurts…

I feel safe

Is this

What I

Really

Wanted?