Remy Ma - What's Going On lyrics

Why didn't I see the signs I was to busy getting high

Runnin up the studio smoking dro writing rhymes

To blind to notice my abdomen was growin

Having sex wit out protection now my belly is showin

Nobody know that me and my boo trying to decide

What to do he buggin like that's a little me inside of you

It ain't true and I'm scared and I can tell he is worried a bit

So we proceed to get the weed and straight ignoring the shit

My jeans don't want to fit every morning hurling and shit

I had to tell my family I knew they all was goin to flip

And his was happy thinking he was about to be a daddy

But I knew it wasn't true even though we both wanted it so badly

Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin for give me my baby

How am I supposed feel the situation is real

Neva wanted to let cha baby go we'll meet again I know baby

We love each other madly so much to gain so much to lose

I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta

Choose talk a walk step in my shoes think in negative thoughts

Politics and shit quit when the doctor says positive it's a life living

In my body but it don't gotta to live it's up to me but if I keep what

The fuck I got to give I mean I'm still young and I don't really have

Shit and if this nigga up and leave then my child a be a bastard

This is drastic nobody really understands me and my mom don't

Give a fuck and neither does the rest of the family they like

Remy you can't afford it you expect us to support it

I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so:

Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me Lord when I'm calling for give me my baby

How am I supposed feel the situation is real

Neva wanted to let cha baby go we'll meet again I know baby

I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities shit where

Would I be if my moms got rid of me I'm so stressed and I'm

Under a lot of pressure but all I need is the remedy to make Remy

Feel better I knew I couldn't win so I chose to forfeit its a shame

I'm over four months and I'm in the doctors office I swear to all that

I love that I wanted to leave and wait five more months and birth the child

That I conceived but I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday

Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you don't be made at me

How it is is how it had to be and any pain I put you through is all coming

Back to me

Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin for give me my baby

How am I supposed feel the situation is real

Neva wanted to let cha baby go we'll meet again I know baby