Relient K - Faking My Own Suicide lyrics

So I've made up my mind

I will pretend

To leave this world behind

And in the end

You'll know I've lied

To get your attention

I'm faking my own suicide

I'm faking my own suicide

Because I know you love me

You just haven't realized

I'm faking my own suicide

They'll hold a double funeral

Because a part of you will die

Along with me

Wish you thought that I was dead

So rather than me

You'd be depressed instead

And before arriving at my grave

You'd come to the conclusion

You've loved me all your days

But it's too late

Too late for you to say

Because I'm faking my own suicide

Because I know you love me

You just haven't realized

I'm faking my own suicide

They'll hold a double funeral

Because a part of you will die

Along with me

I'll write you a letter that

You'll keep

Reminding you your love for me

Is more than six feet deep

You say aloud that you

Would've been my wife

Right about that time

Is when I come back to life

And let you know

I'd let you know (whooaa)

I was faking my own suicide

Because I know you loved me

You just never realized

I was faking my own suicide

I'll walk in that room and

See your eyes open so wide

I've been so lost

Because you know

Because you know

You will never leave my sight (you will never leave my sight)

Until the day that I die for the first time (until I die for the first time)

And we'll laugh, yeah we'll laugh

And we will cry

So overjoyed with the love

That saved my life

Our love is so alive