Pulley - Looking Back lyrics

In the mirror I can see reflections staring back at me

I turn away and don't like what I am

The reasons why you can run and hide from answers

You would soon deny and tell me that I still don't understand

Now I always make believe I was modeled just like you

Followed in the footsteps finding everything I needed to

Walk like the dead never hear anything

The legend I've become inside of me

Boy at his youth one day finds out the truth

The years just pass him by

Never look back into the past your reality never seems to last

You fill the voids with shit and believe

Well I've made mistakes on my behalf

Paid the price can only laugh on how and why things really ought to be

Living on the edge of where my fear would touch the sky

Branded by the future scars that make me realize

I'm growing old and my story's been told, will it ever see the light of day

It's all about me this reflection I see as the years just pass on by

Figure out this anger as I watch the time go by

All these dreams and feeling without you ever on my mind