Project Hate Mcmxcix - Self-Contructive Once Again lyrics

Post Dramatic/Enigmatic trauma

Here we go again

Every days the same/Oh how I dread beginnings

Still awaiting my, still awaiting my end

Alone and Distraught/Here I lay

Slightly fevered from today

Cannot bare what they say

Self loathing, I'll fade away (away)

Just leave me lying here

I'll close my eyes/escape this life

and sleep to pass the time

Oh How I miss the days... were golden

But now deprived

Pondering the question

Why the fuck are we alive?

Growing older now, My skies turn to gray

If killing is a sin, then I can't win

and all hope is lost

An act to seal my fate

I can't I am afraid

To inflict the pain, to create my own demise

Oh please, release me from the pain of living

Beyond Comprehension

Victim of Circumstance

Lost with no direction

I can't face the day again

The hole that I have made

The fear that it creates

To know that I can't go on

But I don't have the guts to end it all

Oh please, release me from this never ending hell

and I dream a thousand years astray

Just close my eyes and wish to die and never see again

When I wake there shall be no today

Only deaden eyes that welcome me away

into obscurity

Release me

Help me find

The door that will open

Release me

Slipping away again

Struggling to find my way

...the light that I can't find

Will pain Subside?