Paradise Lost - The Sufferer lyrics

I find when I'm all alone that I feel so ashamed

'cause all my pride is gone

Say what you never can resist

Say what you never would to believe

Give what you never want to show

Give what you never would receive

A time when I'm all alone & I'm breathing afraid

'cause all my pride is gone

Elate the tears I create, how completely inane

'cause all my pride is gone

Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass

'cause... all my pride is gone

My only thrill alone in my hell