Papa Roach - Be Free lyrics

I woke up and I feel like shit

I dont remember last night

I'm getting sick of this

I hit the bottle when I got off stage

I got piss drunk stupid and I went in a rage! I think I mighta got in a fight

because my knuckles are bloody and I don't feel alright

I hit the bottom and I don't even care

you say I'm going to hell but I am already there! sick'n tired of bein' sick'n tired

I wanna be free from this ball and chain

be free from this life of pain

I wanna be free from you

now I'm full of guilt and shame

I can't point a finger because there's no one to blame

so I say I never do it again

but when the sun goes down you are my only friend

I think that I am starting to see

I have become everything I never wanted to be

I'm really getting sick of myself

'cause when I look into the mirror I see somebody else