Oxymoron - Run from reality lyrics

Suddenly the things ain't what they used to be

Now everything's changed and I wonder why

Too scared to face the possibilities

My life's so different I wanna close my eyes

Can't get rid of the growing fear inside me

Denying it all is just the real insanity

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I try to run, I try to flee

...but you can't run from reality

I try to run, to run away

...no use to call 999

It's been my self-protection but now I've got the prove

So far I've been to blind to accept the fucking truth

Well now I've come to see which way the cat jumps

And that's the reason why it's getting out of hand

Can't get it out, this growing fear inside me

Denying it all is just sheer insecurity

Suddenly hte things ain't what they used to be

The lie I've been living is catching up with me

Yeah I quit my job cos I wanna be free

But what a living do I get without a pay

...no way

Repressed them all, these bothering things that annoyed me

It ain't nothing new to turn your back on reality