Oleander - Why I'm Here lyrics

It’s the reason for my pain

In a season to celebrate

I don’t wanna be full of hate

For anybody, but it’s too late

Everyone has been in my face

Telling me that I’m a disgrace

Showing me things that I must face

Telling me that they need their space

I cant’ love you anymore

I’m scared of the sound of it

It’s the reason why I’m down

I’m beaten been pushed around

Hit the ceiling without a sound

Everone I know considers me a clown

I can’t love you anymore

I’m scared of the sound of it

I can’t love you anymore

Woman, I just wanted more

I can’t love you anymore

Scared of the sound of it

And woman, I just wanted more

It’s the reason why I’m here