Off We Go Again - Tonight lyrics

I'm ok, you are gone,but now all my trust in you is sinking down in my drink. But i think this could be wrong.but i don't want to cut myself anymore. I'm still watching you but you're not looking at me.I'm scared to lose you again but now it's too late. Tonight is gone without a way to explain you all my faults,all your premises made by now seems too far and i can't help myself. I should keep my memories in to deep of my mind and forget. i know this is the taste of the end. I could try to forget it all. Ii've never been a good boyfriend for you. We have nothing to share and why should i care if are near me now.