Nine Inch Nails - I Do Not Want This lyrics

I'm losing ground<br>You know how this world can beat you down<br>I'm made of clay<br>I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way<br>I'm always falling down the same hill<br>Bamboo puncturing this skin<br>And nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm drowning in<br>2 feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face<br>And if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place<br>I do not want this<br>I do not want this<br>I do not want this<br>I do not want this<br>Don't you tell me how I feel<br>Don't you tell me how I feel<br>Don't you tell me how I feel<br>You don't know just how I feel<br>I stay inside my bed<br>I have lived so many lives all in my head<br>Don't tell me that you care<br>There really isn't anything, is there? <br>You would know, wouldn't you? <br>You extend your hand to those who suffer<br>To those who know what it really feels like<br>To those who've had a taste<br>Like that means something<br>And oh so sick I am<br>And maybe I don't have a choice<br>And maybe that is all I have<br>And maybe this is a cry for help<br>I do not want this<br>I do not want this<br>I do not want this<br>I do not want this<br>Don't you tell me how I feel<br>Don't you tell me how I feel<br>Don't you tell me how I feel<br>You don't know just how I feel<br>I want to know everything<br>I want to be everywhere<br>I want to f**k everyone in the world<br>I want to do something that matters<br><br>Production: trent reznor<br>Mixing engineer: alan moulder<br>Drum performance: stephen perkins<br>Drum treatments: flood and trent reznor