Negative - Embracing Past lyrics

Autumn rain in december

darkness offers company

Some part of me doesn't want to remember

How could I forget?

I don't wanna talk about of worse

or of some better

Why can't we stay like this forever?

While the rain has become so much colder

Embracing past it's not gonna last any longer

I keep on thinking

thinking it's so releaving

to hear how you feel

to know that you're not rejecting me yet

Would you ever think of me?

You know I can't stand when you say so

Oh how much I hate...