Medication - Loaded Gun lyrics

i stare at me

reflections of the mirror i see

and it is done

i've got amphetamine eyes

and the knowledge of handguns

and all the things i'll try to find

with everything i've left behind

and i've got something you don't know

and you're the one who'd like to know

hold me down

shoot again but you do not want to

show me how

free again but you know they've caught you

i try to hide

i'd rather be alone tonight

i try to run

i got a devil inside

i'm the seed of a bad son

now what is it behind these eyes

and even i don't realize

that there is nothing here for me

and you're the one who'd like to...