Matchbox 20 - Dear Joan lyrics

Dear joan<br>I've almost forgotten, the pane in the window<br>Blue dress in the doorway<br>Dear joan<br>Help me remember, the face I forget<br>And the traps that I've sprung<br>I guess I've grown tired, it's just what's expected of me<br>To tear your heart from the inside to the outside<br>You know I was wired, I just couldn't help it<br>The hundred thousand times I hurt you<br><br>Chorus:<br>Dear joan, I wanted to say<br>That I'm sorry for the screaming last night<br>And the nights before<br>Well I've wanted more from this<br>Than anything I've ever known<br>Dear joan<br><br>Dear joan<br>Your face has a brightness that I've never seen<br>In the years that I've known you<br>Dear joan<br>I pick up the pieces, but some scattered too far<br>You say they flew when I kicked them<br><br>I know you believed when I said it was over<br>You stood by me patiently waiting and broading<br>So deeply in love with every face that I've shown<br><br>(chorus)<br><br>Once I forgive, twice I'm a fool, three times I wrapped my hands around your neck<br>While you're sleeping, you're quietly sleeping, sleeping and dreaming<br>Dear joan<br>Don't walk out the doorway<br>Because if you did<br>I believe I could honestly kill you<br><br>(chorus) x 2