Mariah Carey - Looking In lyrics

You look at me and see the girl

Who lives inside the golden world

But don`t believe

That`s all there is to see

You`ll never know the real me

She smiles through a thousand tears

And harbours adolescent fears

She dreams of all

That she can never be

She wades in insecurity

And hides herself inside of me

Don`t say she takes it all for granted

I`m well aware of all I have

Don`t think that I am disenchanted

Please understand

It seems as though I`ve always been

Somebody outside looking in

Well, here I am for all of them to bleed

But they can`t take my heart from me

And they can`t bring me to my knees

They`ll never know the real me