Madina Lake - House Of Cards lyrics

It's late at night the worlds asleep

And I'm trying not to think

I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds

I'm thinking what is wrong with me

Because the only thing i know

About honesty

Is every lie i told

That you believed

I'm afraid, To be alone

I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed

At the secrets i keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

I'm too afraid to come clean

My life's still free in the house of cards

Now i can't look you in your eye's

Because the guilt is killing me

I try disconnect my heart again

Just so i can breathe

I wanna be myself again

But i just can't cuz

I'm afraid, To be alone

I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed

At the secrets i keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

I'm too afraid to come clean

My life's still free in the house of cards

It's such a shame what I've become

After years of breaking down

My whole life has come undone

Cuz I'm trying to fake it all

And I know that you love someone

But that someone isn't me

Isn't me

No

You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed

And you'll be amazed

At the secrets i keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

I'm too afraid to come clean

My life's still free in the house of cards

You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed