Maccoll Kirsty - All I Ever Wanted lyrics

I don't need to breathe

But I need some certain circumstances before I can leave

So I bite through the words that I can't say

Then I fall through the feelings I don't have the words to explain

I'm so far away

I can hide inside

Crawling round in circles, drowned by the tide in your eyes

There's no way of knowing what my thoughts mean

I've given up pretending I know who I used to be

I don't think it was me

Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine

Every hour feels like a lifetime

When I sit and I dream that I'd died

All I have is memories, memories and dreams

And all I have is complicating

And won't make the past leave me with no regrets

I don't need to know

But still I'm asking questions after I know I should go

So I vomit the anxiety and sometimes more

And I slip on the remnants I thought I had cleaned before

I'm such a chore

Now you can hear me think aloud

Searching for the silver lining in a mushroom cloud

But my thought process suffocates in all my shit

I wish I was floating and drifting away from it all

But I know I can fall

Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine

Every hour feels like a lifetime

When I sit and I wish that I'd died

All I have is memories, memories and dreams

And all I have is complicating

And won't make the past leave me with no regrets

Occasional waves of positivity break through the ice and crumble the stone into sand

I could never wish away a moment we had since we stumbled from electricity to land

I will always miss you when I see you every night and you're not really there

I wish I could do more for you before all I'm left with is memories and dreams

I'm scared

Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine

Every hour feels like a lifetime

When I sit and I dream that I'd died

All I have is memories, memories and dreams

And all I have is complicating

And won't make the past leave me

No regrets