Linkin Park - Part Of Me lyrics

Part of me won't go away<br>Everyday reminded how much I hate it<br>Weighted against the consequences<br>Can't live without it so it's senseless<br>Wanna cut it out of my soul<br>And just live with a gaping hole<br>Take control of my life<br>And wash out all the burnt taste<br>I made the problems in the first place<br>Hang my head low ¡®cause it's part of me<br>Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me<br>Heard of me the routine scar<br>New cuts cover where the old ones are<br>And now I'm sick of this<br>I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away on my sanity<br>I rather not even be then the man that's staring in the mirror through me<br><br>Pre chorus<br>Cut myself free willingly<br>Sstop just what's killing me [4x]<br><br>I feel it everyday<br>I feel I made my way<br>I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside<br>Swallowing me<br><br>It can't be frightening if you've never felt it<br>Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been touched by something angelic<br>And then melted down into a pool of peace<br>Cease to be the animal you used to be<br>Remove the broken parts you know were wrong<br>And feel the karma when the problem's all gone<br>And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can't let be<br>And that reason'll last fight to free yourself<br>Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well<br>And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart<br>Where your insides bruise<br>You can live if you're willing to<br>Put a stop to just what's killing you<br><br>[pre chorus (4x)]<br><br>[chorus]<br><br>(alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently<br>This part of me won't go away, part of me won't go away<br>Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be<br>Every time I see myself I see there's always something wrong with me)<br><br>[chorus (2x)]<br>I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me [2x]