Linkin Park - By Myself lyrics

What do I do to ignore wats behind me<br>Do I follow my faith to escape blindly.<br>Do I hide my mind I away from these bad dreams<br>And give into sad thoughts that are maddening.<br>Do I let it go and try to stand it,<br>Or do I try to catch them red handed.<br>Do I trust some and give into phoniness,<br>Or do i, trust none and live life in lonliness.<br>Sunlight burns the skin of sleepy men,<br>I make the right turns but I'm lost w/in<br>I put on my daily full side but then<br>I just end up gettin hurt again<br><br>By myself [myself]<br>I ask why, but in my mind<br>I find I can't rely on myself<br><br>Chorus:<br>I can't hold on<br>To what I want when I'm stretched so thin<br>It's all too much to take in<br>I can't hold on<br>To anything watching everything spin<br>With thoughts of failure sinking in<br>If I turn my back I'm defenseless<br>And to go blindly seems senseless<br>If I hide my pride and let it all go on<br>Then they'll take from me 'til everything is gone<br>If I let them go I'll be outdone<br>But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun<br>If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer<br>Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer<br>[by myself]<br>How do you think I've lost so much<br>I'm so afraid I'm out of touch<br>How do you expect I will know what to do<br>When all I know is what you tell me to<br>Don't you know<br>I can't tell you how to make it go<br>No matter what I do, how hard I try<br>I can't seem to convince myself why<br>I'm stuck on the outside