Life of Agony - Unstable lyrics

This cancer is killing me

As much as it is killing you

If it takes you away from me

I don't know what I would do

Just try for some peace of mind

But it's so hard to find

It's so hard to just sit and wait

And wait some more

Staring at the door

Skim through the magazines

Pretend like everything's gonna be allright

Although you know it won't be

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It's hard to be the one who's strong

He's always got a shoulder to cry on

He's got a shoulder for me

When I'm about to break down

You're (Who's ?) never around

But maybe it's better that way

You've got enough to worry about

You've got your hands full, don't you

Don't you see?

This cancer is killing me

Like it's killing you

Mentally

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And all I really want to know if she's gonna be allright

'cause she's been in there a long, long time

And I've been out there losing my mind

You're scared

You're frightened

You're so afraid of what he may say

But you try and be brave

For me sitting impatiently

In the lobby of emergency

You burst on through that door with this look on your face

I've never seen before

You explode into endless tears

Whisper in my ear

Baby

Baby

I've only got one more year

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