Leng Tche - The Meaning Of Life lyrics

One night my mom was drinking in a bar

she told me to sit down and listen to her story

she's telling me my conception

came when they were both tipsy

that's why I was put on this earth

because you motherfuckers were both drunk

but what she's really trying to say is

that I'm just not wanted here

no one welcomed me to this earth

nobody wants to have me here

I feel like I'm all alone

what the fuck did I do wrong ?!?

long time ago I had a depression

My father's trying reverse psychology

he's telling me I cost too much

so I propose him to jump off a cliff

and what he answers then is

"No you don't have to go that far"

but what he's really trying to say is

"just don't blame me in your suicide note"