Kwan - Decadence Of The Heart lyrics

As I wait, contemplate the window of my soul

what I´ve done, what´s to come, search for answers

through these times I have earned, I have learned

that respect has a price that is high, don´t come easy

Did I choose the right the right moments for me to rebel

have I taken place given to me

have I answered the questions running through my mind

or just sent them about one more time now

Are we lead by superficial flings

this is decadence of the heart

it´s meaningless

it´s become so clear

this is decadence of the heart

And sometimes

I just feel that I´m caught in a maze

with no light, with no sign of an exit

so painful and heavy

this burden to carry

all these years in a

search for remedy

Streetlights screaming of lifestyle consumption and gorge

have the echoes been carried to my car

many times can a man wash his hands and pretend

and let fright walk ove his decicions

Talking too loud can deaf you to silence

and where will I find peace of mind or the answers

the sandglass has almost run empty

face myself, can not turn it around anymore now