Kidneythieves - Landslide lyrics

I want a landslide, to call my own...

I want to feel it take control.

I want a landslide to call my own

I want to feel it take me up, lose control

I've been thinking way too much for my own good

I've been drinking way too much for my own good

I want a gun to shoot somewhere

I want a knife to slash my wrist

I want a landslide to feel