Joseph Arthur - A smile that explodes lyrics

Too young to fall

For a light I think I see

Can't say for sure

The plants have died,

My hair has grown

From the thought of you

Coming home

Cuz it ain't easier

Waking up at dawn

To find I lost my crown

If I found you there

With flowers in your hair

I'd hold you in my arms

Till we came back down

A smile that explodes

I could never understand

My (room?), too small

To get by without the help out alcohol

Pin my arm to the wall

Now I'm too gone to fight

Not afraid to fall

Cuz it ain't easier

Waking up at dawn

To find I lost my crown

If I found you there

With flowers in your hair

I' d hold you in my arms

Until we came back down

A smile that explodes

I could never understand

I write one more

Letter I won't send

Except for across the floor