JOHNNY BLANCO - Flatline lyrics

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Flatline

God forbid I gotta go

Draw a mural on the wall, take the dough and ball

Flatline

God forbid I gotta go

Raise my seed like he ya own, show him how the streets go

Flatline

God forbid I gotta go

Even though you was my wife all you wanted was dough

Flatline

God forbid I gotta go

To my mother, I love you so, I'm sorry I had to go

I spent about nine months laid up

While you prayed for the best

Strugglin' through labour pains, fed me milk from your breast

Included from stress

And your eyes immaculate

Wishin' I knew the half of it

About the man you was married with

Soon to be a father

Even though he won't bother

And a part of me is a part of him

So a part of me still sins

Where should I begin

Raisin' a child with your prognosis

Droppin' roses

I feel close as the coffin closes

Follow the hearse

Put M6 in the dirt

Even though he was a bastard you explained why it hurt

And you told me

Remember the good times

Memories are a lifetime

Plus I know you loved the man and that's the bottom line

I'm tryin' to find

The reason why a man would leave you lonely

In and out of court

Back and forth for alimony

Wishin' I could truly just stop the pain

But I see it in your eyes when you mention his name

Sometimes I sit back and wonder am I truly to blame

Or do your thoughts crucify me cuz I carry his name

I'm going insane

Wishing I could turn time back

To when you wasn't handicapped

I miss sittin' on your lap

Wishin' I woulda listened

You missin' your loved one

I was foul with the tongue

No mother should lose a son

Til we meet again

Accept my amends

I gotta go

Think of me when it snow

While you're sippin' your hot coco

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Dear bitch

If you hearin' this I'm in eternal sleep

Probably died in the street

Don't worry you'll move on in a week

Back on your feet

Oh yeah I know about them affairs

But I wonder did you care?

Was there ever love there?

Or was I just another man to tease and keep hungry

I'll admit the pussy was lovely and you was far from ugly

Siliconed your boobs

Supported career moves

Had you a rock of Q's eskimoes use to build igloos

What a dummy

I even put a seed up in your tummy

Never thought my baby's mummy was someone who didn't love me

You trife as fuck you probably put the hit on my ass

But before I passed my ass put the loot in a stash

Payback

The dead man with the pen

I'm takin' the last laugh

Ran up in your sister, tattooed my name on her ass

What go around come around

You fuck me I fuck you

One love from up above

I see you when you come through

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Dear son

I'm sorry I'm not here to watch you grow

I'm gone over some dumb shit

Had to die for the dough

I got other suspicions though

Somebody was playin' rotten

Somebody was plottin' patiently

I'll take that to the grave with me

Never mind the gutter

The whole globe was trife

Your mother didn't make a good wife

But you the love of her life

And when you need guidance you can turn to Blast and Boo

And Naughty got a meal ticket and a stash for you

And if there's a heaven I promise I'll look down on you

When the night fall over your shoulders and pray with you

[Child's voice]

"Now I lay me down to sleep

I pray the lord my sould to keep....."

And no matter what don't ever take your life for granted

Cuz when your heart stops beatin' believe you leavin' the planet

To my fam I bequeath the misery of my death

I'm so sorry that y'all had to see me with no breath

But keep poppin' that shit and always keep me on your mind

I only ask that my memory never get lost in time

And I hope y'all die old with your dick in a chick

Blazin' the place

Pass away with a smile on your face

Til we meet again accept my amends

I gotta go

Next stop, heaven or hell

When I get there I'll let you know

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