JIGAR movie - Mere Dil Ko Qaraar Aa Jaayen lyrics

wash my hands and i hope to die

those nights of endless tears

your apathy and self control

were the answer to my fears

that i cant do this anymore

i cant go on

i cant keep hating myself

and i cant do this anymore

eyes sown shut and my heart has grown cold

my hands are painted red

razor sharp words to my wrist

never thought before you said

i heard you cried for a while

you thought i was okay

but all your thoughts and your sorry words

i cant hear six feet away

i cant wake up hating myself and wishing that i wasnt born