Jeni Varnadeau - If I Believed lyrics

There's a place in the night where it's just you and me

There's no where to go but here with my dreams

The shadows close in, the doubts start to flow

There's nowhere to look but deep in my soul

You are whispering secrets I'm longing to hear

I want to receive it but I cannot get near

Can I really let go or am I holding on to fear?

CHORUS

If I believed with a holy passion

I'd throw hesitation to the wind

If I would love you with abandon

My trust in you would never end

If I believed, If I believed, If I believed

Lord, hear my prayer, show me what to do

I want to be closer and closer to you

I try to move forward but I'm stuck in my tracks

I long for the day when I'm not holding back

What should I keep? What should I lose?

Give me the wisdom to know what to choose

Whatever You want, Lord, that's what I want to do

CHORUS

BRIDGE

I believe, help me with my unbelief

I believe, help me with my unbelief

Help me believe

But if I really believed every word You've spoken

Surrendered my little hopes and dreams

If I believed I can't imagine

Just what my life would really mean

If I really believed with reckless passion

I would live so differently

I would have no hesitation

In giving you every part of me

If I believed, If I believed, If I believed