Jandek - Didn't Really Die lyrics

And now I don't know if what I did

Was wrong or right

I believe you and I don't

But I believe you

One of those other men he said

It was very good

So I got second thoughts

I wanna die this way

So I can live another day

With you

So I didn't really die

I just killed myself anyway

You can see

So you see this is my second thoughts

I'm sending away

Best way I can

It's the best way I can

You know why, do you know why