Jamestown Story - Dandylion Frog lyrics

I've been searching for some answers

to questions i dont know to ask

all bottled up inside my head and never making any sense

but now i understand

you see, my thought process is burried deep, beneath a life of self abuse

there's too much damage to rebuild, and what's left is remains a shield,

to tame future use

and as the wagon rolls away i still march on...

my life is all a waiting game, you wait to feel great but it never stays

so doctor fill my forged prescription, cause i'm addicted to addictions and blame

the past's still presently my home, which keeps recovery on hold

i'll escape this strangle hold

look into my eyes, past the lines

and you'll see how desperate i am to see clear

i've tried i swear i've tried, to hide

but when i stand to run i get headstrong and fall

i stand to fall, yeah

theres one more thing that i'd like to make clear

my words are nothing more than days

that i have lived and struggled through, only to learn

that things will never change