Infant Trauma - One Of My Lies lyrics

I thought that the world circled around me.

but in time,I realised I was so wrong.

my immortal thoughts tuned into just dreams of a dead future,

it was a tragic case of my reality.

Do you think you're indestructable,

and no one can touch you?

well i think you're disposable,

and it's time you knew the truth...

cause it's just one of my lies!

Why does my life have to be so small,

Yet death is forever?

and does forever have a life to call it's own?

Don't give me an answer cause you know as much as I know.

Unless you've been there once,

I hardly think so.

I used to pray all night,

Before I lay myself down.

My mother said it was right

Her mother said it too......

why?