In Reverent Fear - Mystic Heat lyrics

I never knew what this meant to me With strange interest I watched the curious things I pushed back to the mystic heat of heats And found that heathen blood does run in me And only here well be alone To waste all that we know If so, then here we are I feel My ghosts, they ride today And half of me planned on making me stay My ghosts, they ride today The other half threw my life away Once a mountain I traversed in doom I went slow and simply threw the moon All the wonder all the fruits Ive known I thought was beauty, but my senses dulled But I believe these things are so Only love is a miracle It tastes all things beautiful