I Can Make A Mess Like Nobodys Business - Timshel lyrics

I sink into the wall,

And staring up i saw,

Im alone in all my thoughts,

Too afraid to be crazy i run,

It always finds me driving right through town,

With the windows down i fly,

Its the feeling spring has brought,

But an eye for the winter's what i got,

It always finds me...

So tonight,

When i left here,

All i said was goodbye and thats alright,

No "i'll see you later",

I've been trying my whole life,

And if its an eye for an eye why cant i get this right,

Im too slow to go fast,

Im too nervous to do that,

So i run, run away why should I...

I take my chances slow,

After all it's no one's fault,

But the pain seems to crave my life,

So ashamed of my weakness i lie,

It always finds me...

So tonight,

When i left here,

All i said was goodbye and thats alright,

No "i'll see you later",

I've been trying my whole life,

And if its an eye for an eye why cant i get this right,

Im too slow to go fast,

Im too nervous to do that,

So i run, run away why should i...

Why should i?

Why should i?

Why should i?