Henry Rollins - Obscene lyrics

I'm so confused

Can't find the line

Between what I use and abuse

So unreal

How I lie and try to deny

The things that I feel

I'll love you and hate you both at the same time

Heal you and hurt you and laugh as you cry

Why I don't know

Right at you right in you

Right through you right past you I go

Can't you see

First it's him then it's her

Then it's us then it's you

Then it's me

Miserydepressionelation all mine

Refine confinement all my design

You and me

Pathetic we cling

We think that we're free

Ugly

You and me

You seeyou see the real me

So obscene

Flapping wildly

You see what I mean

Keep away

Can't see why you do what you do

And say what you say