Good Riddance - Lampshade lyrics

I can feel my bones decay

I haven't got a thing to say

I never thought I could end up this way

Maybe I should have known

But now my cover's blown

I've been up for hours but my feet never touched the floor

I can't pretend that I'm as funny as all you're friends

So I'll keep this lampshade on my skull for one more night

I've got a project car

I've got a VCR

I've got a hundred friends but I don't know where they are

My life's a fantasy

I'm just a wannabe

Another throw away contemporary enemy

Did you want me to be the life of the party?

I've made some mistakes so stop kicking yourself

Because I blame me

It's still the same

Nothing's changed