Garbage - Soldier Through This lyrics

So when you come home to me, you're tired

And you don't want to talk about it

You envy my drive

And how I am motivated

We'll go down to the park

Check out the carnival for a ride

And try to forget all about it

I'm out of control

And you don't appreciate it.

Believe it

I need it

I feel intoxicated

I love it

I want it

Don't make me leave you for it

You say I have changed

Self-centered and vain

And you don't respect me for it

The world is the same

So I play the game

And you've got to hate me for it

So we're re-arranged

There's no one to blame

But still you resent me for it

I call all the shots

I hold all the cards

And you feel emasculated

Believe it

I need it

I feel intoxicated

I love it

I want it

Don't make me leave you for it

Believe it

I need this

I feel intoxicated

I love it

I want it

Don't make me leave you for it

How do we reconcile this?

How do we reconcile this?

How do we reconcile this?

How do we reconcile this?

We're able to soldier through this

We're able to soldier through this

We're able to soldier through this

We're able to soldier through this